It's Just It.

Primary School.
A month before school really begins,there you are -in front of the mirror,admiring yourself in the navy blue pinafore over white shirt.So excited,thinking that you'll be carrying your brand new school bag and proudly walked to school in your sparkling new white shoes.Everything about the school excites you and while you're busy draping yourself in the uniform,a pair of eyes peeped quietly from the crack of the door, scrutinizing your act,and a faint smile loomed.It's quite amusing,to see such a blithe spirit;who knows nothing of the world yet eager to be step into it..

Secondary School.
Each year,before school starts,it's always exciting to go shopping for new school stuffs and of course,uniforms.You calculate,estimate,evaluate - sizing up everything;what kind of brand you'd like to have this year,and in your thoughts you think about what your friends might be having;your girlfriend had this bag that you wish you had one too,your other girlfriend own this kind of shoes that you kind of like...later on,you end up at the cashier counter feeling nothing even when you see the amount price rise a triple time high.Lucky there's always somebody who would pay for you.Oh wait,not enough cash!..that's what credit card is for; "Pay now,regret later"
And,you get to go to school feeling good about everything!

University.
You got yourself into the Uni.Everyone is content and proud of you.
Everything that you wish for are almost like command that need to be fulfill.
Not long,a call from home came and you reject.A call other than that gladly you accept.You think it's OK but somewhere in some place someone's wondering how you're doing,and at last get quite disappointed asking about you.You won't really care though.

Note:I really don't want to end up like you,because it will bring me down to make somebody as special as that to be in despair.Yes,perhaps she never really teach me everything but I'm trying my best to learn them myself.At least I don't screw this one up.