Exam's over,and you can stop hitting the books like crazy now..(for the sake of study)
Just dipped yourself into this serenity and try to unfold the best thing..read!
Nov 22, 2009
Nov 17, 2009
Flipping Over the Page
It's barely unbelievable!
I've made it to the end of this freaking challenging breaking-my-nerves semester..Now,able to take a really deep breath..
I wonder what might happen next..
Will there be something more for me?Even for the next few coming hours,I keep pondering what I might do.It's just exciting to think of things and stuff you can do during this break.I have a lot in mind..
The first thing is to get over this Feseni stuff first,of course I'll put my whole heart in it,but it's the matter of time now.In four days,even passion can't save you from being imperfect.Deal with it!Next would be those free time you have at home sweet home and spending those quality times with your family.A splendid,lovely days..One thing that keeps making me inexplicably excited is the coming visit that me and my mom are going to do later on.Tracing the roots of our family;learning about my great,great,great,great ancestors.I just couldn't wait to discover if there's really a royal blood somewhere in me.I'm really going to get my hand on this,it's now or never.My only grandfather now is the sole key to unravel the stories from the past.
Then I'm going to Penang,(maybe) to find the missing book which my dad's father kept long ago..it contains the family tree of our descendant..from the first generation (maybe) till my dad's..all the way from Gujerat,India..that's what mum told me..Gosh I couldn't imagine if I ever have connection with someone from India..Dr. Amitav?LOL..No,he's my lecturer from Hyderabad,India.When I've gotten the complete story,I'm thinking of coming up with a book compiling all of them.At least,it's the best I could do to preserve the history.I just can't wait!!!
My brain keeps reminding me that this might not be an easy work.I never know my great grandfather or grandmother,barely recognize all my relatives;apart from knowing they have something to do with my family big family and that's it.Whatever happen next would be quite a mystery to me.Maybe bringing those old photo albums would help a little and doing some research would do the trick.Rather than sitting there and listen,and you merely know nothing.Helpless.
Imagining me doing all these seems almost utterly impracticable.We don't have the time to waiting.Waiting will only gives you heart-ache and dust.I hope I'll succeed in this small mission.It means the world to me if I do.
I've made it to the end of this freaking challenging breaking-my-nerves semester..Now,able to take a really deep breath..
I wonder what might happen next..
Will there be something more for me?Even for the next few coming hours,I keep pondering what I might do.It's just exciting to think of things and stuff you can do during this break.I have a lot in mind..
The first thing is to get over this Feseni stuff first,of course I'll put my whole heart in it,but it's the matter of time now.In four days,even passion can't save you from being imperfect.Deal with it!Next would be those free time you have at home sweet home and spending those quality times with your family.A splendid,lovely days..One thing that keeps making me inexplicably excited is the coming visit that me and my mom are going to do later on.Tracing the roots of our family;learning about my great,great,great,great ancestors.I just couldn't wait to discover if there's really a royal blood somewhere in me.I'm really going to get my hand on this,it's now or never.My only grandfather now is the sole key to unravel the stories from the past.
Then I'm going to Penang,(maybe) to find the missing book which my dad's father kept long ago..it contains the family tree of our descendant..from the first generation (maybe) till my dad's..all the way from Gujerat,India..that's what mum told me..Gosh I couldn't imagine if I ever have connection with someone from India..Dr. Amitav?LOL..No,he's my lecturer from Hyderabad,India.When I've gotten the complete story,I'm thinking of coming up with a book compiling all of them.At least,it's the best I could do to preserve the history.I just can't wait!!!
My brain keeps reminding me that this might not be an easy work.I never know my great grandfather or grandmother,barely recognize all my relatives;apart from knowing they have something to do with my family big family and that's it.Whatever happen next would be quite a mystery to me.Maybe bringing those old photo albums would help a little and doing some research would do the trick.Rather than sitting there and listen,and you merely know nothing.Helpless.
Imagining me doing all these seems almost utterly impracticable.We don't have the time to waiting.Waiting will only gives you heart-ache and dust.I hope I'll succeed in this small mission.It means the world to me if I do.
Nov 14, 2009
Forrest Gump
If I was asked to choose my favourite character,the one who would definitely be on my list was him..Forrest Gump.
Why him?
Go and watch the movie first if you hadn't and tell me about it.
It's the reality that we all take for granted..
Gump, gifted with a low IQ which lets him be adorably childlike even as he grows up, leads a very charmed life: a mother who loves him immensely and who sleeps with the school principal in order to make sure her child has the best education, a miraculous incident that eliminates the need for him to have braces for his legs, a childhood girlfriend who remains faithful to him till the end, surviving Vietnam with a medal, and, in general, a propensity for turning everything that happens to him into good.
The fact that he didn't take offense,I think is what keeps him content.He made promise and fulfilled it,he meant every word he said.He's honest and basically nice on the inside.He becomes a millionaire,but he gives most of the money away,and indeed,he 's not that stupid as he knows how to re-assemble guns in high speed,play ping-pong like a maniac,runs like a bullet and so on..so does stupidity counts?
He's a satirical character to this new era heroes in many ways.His choices in life determine his niceness..in fact I think he's really one in a million kind if he really exists.Watching him is like watching your inner child at the inside.Gump never grow up,he remains as a boy throughout his life.It implied here that,at least,his 'stupidity' allows him to do so.So, if we are intelligent,can't we be child-like?I think we can,just don't grow up..it may seems better from a child's point of view.
Among his quotes from the movie..
"I'm tired now. I think I'm going home." --Forrest Gump
"Life is like a box of chocolates; you never know what you're going to get." --Forrest Gump
"Stupid is as stupid does." --Forrest Gump
"I guess sometimes there just aren't enough rocks." --Forrest Gump
Note:There's still space to beef-up on this topic,but it's how I see it for now.Things might change..
Nov 11, 2009
Carpe Diem!
Not many parents would tell you to not concern with your future and just enjoy the pleasure of the moment while you still can..true enough?
On this holy exam week,particularly today,I'd been shouting my voice out,"Seize the Day!" Why?
It's the term that I thought would be just right after Tuesday's;which might cause me to re-present myself for the same class next session,and forced me to re-sit for the same paper during my coming-soon 5th semester..oh,no!I pray hard,and even harder now,so that I really don't have to walk myself to the same class in the future.
And how did I seize the day?Frankly,not as cool,or as good as anybody else,but for me it was good enough to tolerate the free hours I had before the next paper tomorrow..
Guilty?
Exams in my high school years were numerous enough to wash away all the guilt in me..all that is left now is the inability to express myself well in the papers,and some blur expression due to some missing ideas which took quite some time to present themselves in my head..
So..
I decided to do some movie marathon to sustain the well being of my mind for the next few days and yes,I had the joy watching Ice Age 3,and the only fat kungfu master ever existed,Kungfu Panda..how I laughed!Later on,I had this opportunity to taste this Italian pizza..what a day..and beyond my mild imagination,it turned out that I have not gone through the process of hibernation yet.Gosh..now this is the part where I called myself L-O-S-E-R..
Making amendments,perhaps I'll go through some pages before bedtime..at least I would know and remember something..*grin*
I even have this thought to continue reading my unfinished business..thinking not to indulged myself too much in the relax mode as it's totally against the schedule,I'll go for it right after my last paper.Better..
Ciao!
On this holy exam week,particularly today,I'd been shouting my voice out,"Seize the Day!" Why?
It's the term that I thought would be just right after Tuesday's;which might cause me to re-present myself for the same class next session,and forced me to re-sit for the same paper during my coming-soon 5th semester..oh,no!I pray hard,and even harder now,so that I really don't have to walk myself to the same class in the future.
And how did I seize the day?Frankly,not as cool,or as good as anybody else,but for me it was good enough to tolerate the free hours I had before the next paper tomorrow..
Guilty?
Exams in my high school years were numerous enough to wash away all the guilt in me..all that is left now is the inability to express myself well in the papers,and some blur expression due to some missing ideas which took quite some time to present themselves in my head..
So..
I decided to do some movie marathon to sustain the well being of my mind for the next few days and yes,I had the joy watching Ice Age 3,and the only fat kungfu master ever existed,Kungfu Panda..how I laughed!Later on,I had this opportunity to taste this Italian pizza..what a day..and beyond my mild imagination,it turned out that I have not gone through the process of hibernation yet.Gosh..now this is the part where I called myself L-O-S-E-R..
Making amendments,perhaps I'll go through some pages before bedtime..at least I would know and remember something..*grin*
I even have this thought to continue reading my unfinished business..thinking not to indulged myself too much in the relax mode as it's totally against the schedule,I'll go for it right after my last paper.Better..
Ciao!
Nov 7, 2009
Sometimes
When we love a person,no matter how much wrong they did,how screwed up they are,remember,they are human,and human makes mistakes..and so do we..sometimes it feels like ripping ourselves into two..two separated path lies beyond us and we must go for both..but we might get confused what's the right thing to do and what's not..It's our choice.But then if we couldn't choose,we might be the victim in the situation and get into trouble,maybe that's why the word sorry exist..to allow us to talk and solve things over..peace!
Note:I just don't know what I'm talking about.It's the guilty part,that's for sure!
Note:I just don't know what I'm talking about.It's the guilty part,that's for sure!
Breaking the Code
What would you feel when something that belongs to you got stolen?
How would you react if your sheer hard work is taken for granted?
How again would you react when it happens in front of your bare eyes?
Would you feel like some kind of a doormat when your core value is abused?
And you know who did it..
Such a disgrace of such a disrespected action.
If you ask me,I would just shrugged my shoulders,and left..figure out human!
It hurts enough to have someone you believe to go beyond your expectation(I wonder if agitated fit in better).Well it's not new I guess.For centuries,in every single generations,these people must exist to balance the society cycle..rather,it amused me more than ever..but I have to admit,it pretty frustrating.
Well,this pic seem a bit off track for the theme,still,generally it's perfectly perfect..
I'm not saying I'm those angels with those glowing rings on my head,neither those devilish devil with burning trident in my hand,and this is totally not a holier-than-thou acts that tell people what they should and shouldn't do..I just hate it when it breaks into my space.
For some people,it may seems normal,okay,no big deal or whatever that fits in words.. but for me,it's a total disgrace.It shows your low integrity and dignity towards yourself,the kind of people you are.I just don't give a damn what lame excuses I would hear from your book of lame excuses..
and I definitely don't have the heart to get into a cat fight,so don't worry okay?
but an apology would make amend.I will be fine then.
One more thing,no need to give such a detailed explanation,I might just need a few..
For once I think I should STOP believing in SECOND CHANCE..
I give-up,prove me wrong..
Note:This is just an act of protest,since the 'I-hate-conflicts' part in me hindered the whole process of confronting this uprising issue.I'd love to thank those who spend their not-so-precious time listening..keep listening!Hugs and Kisses~
"It's what life offers you,take it or leave it."
How would you react if your sheer hard work is taken for granted?
How again would you react when it happens in front of your bare eyes?
Would you feel like some kind of a doormat when your core value is abused?
And you know who did it..
Such a disgrace of such a disrespected action.
If you ask me,I would just shrugged my shoulders,and left..figure out human!
It hurts enough to have someone you believe to go beyond your expectation(I wonder if agitated fit in better).Well it's not new I guess.For centuries,in every single generations,these people must exist to balance the society cycle..rather,it amused me more than ever..but I have to admit,it pretty frustrating.
Well,this pic seem a bit off track for the theme,still,generally it's perfectly perfect..
I'm not saying I'm those angels with those glowing rings on my head,neither those devilish devil with burning trident in my hand,and this is totally not a holier-than-thou acts that tell people what they should and shouldn't do..I just hate it when it breaks into my space.
For some people,it may seems normal,okay,no big deal or whatever that fits in words.. but for me,it's a total disgrace.It shows your low integrity and dignity towards yourself,the kind of people you are.I just don't give a damn what lame excuses I would hear from your book of lame excuses..
and I definitely don't have the heart to get into a cat fight,so don't worry okay?
but an apology would make amend.I will be fine then.
One more thing,no need to give such a detailed explanation,I might just need a few..
For once I think I should STOP believing in SECOND CHANCE..
I give-up,prove me wrong..
Note:This is just an act of protest,since the 'I-hate-conflicts' part in me hindered the whole process of confronting this uprising issue.I'd love to thank those who spend their not-so-precious time listening..keep listening!Hugs and Kisses~
"It's what life offers you,take it or leave it."
Nov 5, 2009
Make Way for T.O.D.A.Y.
It's almost the end of the semester now,well counting on the examination..it's considered finished when exam is over..time is hitting on the face as some are struggling hard to 'cope' with their subjects but there are some who just didn't have the guts for the big test and just couldn't wait to get out of here (including me)to chillax at home.The first paper is today at 3,and as I stepped out into the post-afternoon day,it felt almost like melting..*too much for a metaphor* XD
Returning Saby's African books at the main library,we headed for our battle field,the so-called dewan peperiksaan..1 thing that amused me so was that we still couldn't find the right way to the hall after spending almost 3 semester here..I'm not saying that everybody does know the place well but hey,such ignorance would sometimes get back on you if you're lucky enough!
Later on,when it's time,we got into our position and filled those white papers and as soon as the clock strikes 3,our race against time started..I found myself laughing in the middle of the exam as my left hand felt like a worn-out machine,too old and not-so-productive in producing a readable handwriting,and I accidentally drop my pen off due to over-aching pain in my hand's muscle..now this was cynical..looks like I've been spending too much time typing than writing..I did felt sorry for myself though..the questions are expectable,but the answers however didn't match the expectation I guess..it's Africa and it's history..well,at least I managed to talk myself not to write my own version of Africa's history..*I'm a dead meat if I do so..
Looks like my timing for this time was almost accurate.At 5,the paper ended and I was relieved to realize that I'll never see heaps of history books on my desk.At least for a few days..I was shivering,and my lips were blue enough to make me stay longer in that hall..me and Saby then went for waffles!The next thing I knew,my hand was smouldered with chocolate on our way back..the weather was gloomy enough for us to 'lenggang kangkung' so we change to 'lenggang bayam'which was a bit fast than the former one..none of us wanted to arrive dripping wet..and thank god it doesn't rain cats and dogs..it more to 'fish and meat' rain,as its not too heavy for Saby's umbrella to handle..lol!
Arriving,I could see that there's still no sign of being 'enlighten' tonight.The only thing that lingered in my mind was 'home'..I mean how can I read anything in the dark?*alasan xnak study..* :p
And why again this day was nostalgic?I had dinner in the dark..it was totally fun enough to be done.Remembrance it was..frankly,I love being in the dark..there's always something to lurk about and when you're not distracted by other 'light being' things..things you have never thought and never notice become more significance,more prominent.It's beautiful enough for me..to appreciate life in that way..*somebody would definitely smirks now* :P
Lots of events occurred and I just can't find the right time and place to talk about them right now,it's just irritating to not being able to articulate them in the present..different aspects of life seems to clash their way in and some surprised me more than anything..some are just lame,mundane and stupid but each has a pinch of pleasant in it.Still I'm looking for more spices to add in..more flavour means much more sensation..you think so too?
Returning Saby's African books at the main library,we headed for our battle field,the so-called dewan peperiksaan..1 thing that amused me so was that we still couldn't find the right way to the hall after spending almost 3 semester here..I'm not saying that everybody does know the place well but hey,such ignorance would sometimes get back on you if you're lucky enough!
Later on,when it's time,we got into our position and filled those white papers and as soon as the clock strikes 3,our race against time started..I found myself laughing in the middle of the exam as my left hand felt like a worn-out machine,too old and not-so-productive in producing a readable handwriting,and I accidentally drop my pen off due to over-aching pain in my hand's muscle..now this was cynical..looks like I've been spending too much time typing than writing..I did felt sorry for myself though..the questions are expectable,but the answers however didn't match the expectation I guess..it's Africa and it's history..well,at least I managed to talk myself not to write my own version of Africa's history..*I'm a dead meat if I do so..
Looks like my timing for this time was almost accurate.At 5,the paper ended and I was relieved to realize that I'll never see heaps of history books on my desk.At least for a few days..I was shivering,and my lips were blue enough to make me stay longer in that hall..me and Saby then went for waffles!The next thing I knew,my hand was smouldered with chocolate on our way back..the weather was gloomy enough for us to 'lenggang kangkung' so we change to 'lenggang bayam'which was a bit fast than the former one..none of us wanted to arrive dripping wet..and thank god it doesn't rain cats and dogs..it more to 'fish and meat' rain,as its not too heavy for Saby's umbrella to handle..lol!
Arriving,I could see that there's still no sign of being 'enlighten' tonight.The only thing that lingered in my mind was 'home'..I mean how can I read anything in the dark?*alasan xnak study..* :p
And why again this day was nostalgic?I had dinner in the dark..it was totally fun enough to be done.Remembrance it was..frankly,I love being in the dark..there's always something to lurk about and when you're not distracted by other 'light being' things..things you have never thought and never notice become more significance,more prominent.It's beautiful enough for me..to appreciate life in that way..*somebody would definitely smirks now* :P
Lots of events occurred and I just can't find the right time and place to talk about them right now,it's just irritating to not being able to articulate them in the present..different aspects of life seems to clash their way in and some surprised me more than anything..some are just lame,mundane and stupid but each has a pinch of pleasant in it.Still I'm looking for more spices to add in..more flavour means much more sensation..you think so too?
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