Most Influenza Peeple..

When I say 'most influence' that means these significant people have been the cause of some massive turning point in my life.Their existence means the world to me as they aspire me in lots of ways and mainly it's because who they are which makes me adore,love,and like them so much..Here are some of them.. :)

Of course my parents Mr Zulazhar and Mrs Rozana,would be at the top of the list.They sacrifice their precious life,time and money on me,just to make sure I have a good life.I love you!!My long time buddy,Weda,for each moment we spent together are priceless.You show me what it means to be strong,and life must go on no matter what happens..Safiyyah who taught me what discipline,determination and hard work means..Gosh,and you do read extensively!
Mahfuzah,who taught me a lot on how to have fun the freak way and what it takes to be a friend.Coming all the way,Sabrina..who are the extremist kind of the homo sapiens I 've ever met in my life..You hold what you believe firmly and no one can get in your way for that :D..Kak Yani,a person full with wonders and surprise,with such a charming way of talking,she's a perfect story-teller :P Niena,full of energy,funny yet understanding..she's like a sister I never had..There are more people that I meet each day.Yes,they show me something..everyday seems to has its own lesson and its very own history..I just hope that I do appreciate those times..having this 'amnesia' it's quite hard..LOL..anyway I 'd like to thank those people who had,has and have been helping me to get through hard times..Merci beaucoup!! XOx0

p/s:(To those who knew me)
Those whose names are not here,doesn't mean you guys means nothing to me..You are just superb as they are!I malas nak taip banyak-banyak..jangan mara..huahua

'V' vs. Leopold

Ooh..I just love classic man..the way they speak,their way of presenting themselves,charming!!If you ask me,this is a true gentleman..sweet!
Not to mention their intelligence!French is like butter cookies melting in your mouth..smooth and tasty!Literature??Its at their fingertip!!
War,weapon??Its in their blood..except for Mr. Darcy,I guess not so..flatterred enough already.. :)(got to ask sab lo)

Discovering Me..

Of the event that I went through recently,I found out that I'm totally:
*indecisive
*agak bersemangat
*nervous xtentu pasal
*a bit friendly
*prone to shout out loud
*seem to sing 24-7
*smile quite a lot,even when I sleep *(somebody saW it!)

aM i NORMAL?
dun care to know,
but a wild guess would state that my hormones are not stabil!
hua..hua

HidupKu HidupMu..

Lots of things happen recently.I just don't have the time to hit the keyboard of my lappy until today,until this very moment.It's damn bored terbaring macam badak on my bed,having severe headache,fever and sore throat..sucks!I hate it..ape dosaku kali ini??

MKB just ended last night.It's the only thing that happened last week.The whole family members worked hard to regain and retained 'Family Terbaik'..hahaha..puas ati!*as an ex-amethyst I could not help feeling the urge to win..and this time we made it!So proud and pleased!*Sab would probably think I'm freaking over this MKB thingy,isn't it?Yeah,I know you are too..LOL!

I joined the tarian etnik and found out that I'm totally in it!We just seem to forget everything when its comes to doing things we love.I have this special affection for dancing and don't have the chance to do it during my rusty years in school.I just love it when the opportunity comes!Now I 'm thinking of learning as many dance as I could.It should be fun and plus,I'm not getting any younger too..so better late than never..
This year they took the batu karang for the family names.Its so odd and so not cool.I mean it was kind of funny hearing cheers from other families and mine.But gradually,it seems okay though some people still have problems pronouncing the names.
Owh,and hectic as ever every night of the week.Lucky I don't have like 10 assignments per day.The best part,I used my free time in the evening to finish them.(and surprised to find out how fast I can finished them too!)

Yet one of the thing I love was the times when my family cheers.Well at least we didn't sound like losers in those days..they were fully-charged now!And the family fight we have-it might become more serious,but lucky nothing bad happened.Overall things ran quite smoothly and I could say I enjoy it better than last year.

And yet,some things just happened when they are meant to happen.
Maybe it's a start of something??
Who knows..XXX
And as always,the best thing ever is to appreciate what we have now than trying dead hard to get things that are not certain.Just by being ourselves,we make things better in someways everyday.

Kosong-kosong..

Omong kosong samakah dengan berbual-bual kosong?
Kosongkah otak jika beromong-omong kosong?
Bila otak kosong,akan ter'effect'kah hati?Kosongkah hati nanti?
Hati yang kosong samakah dengan jiwa yang kosong?

*Omong kosong+otak kosong+hati kosong+jiwa kosong = jasad manusia yang ekspresinya kosong+pergerakan yang kosong+perbuatan yang kosong

Best tak math equation ni??
**Blur case!

What The..

I'd bought this funny-titled book at the bookstore in my hometown.The title lured me the moment I was stepping out from that double-storey bookshop."Dilema Melayu Islam-Kurang Fikir atau Kurang Zikir" haha..wouldn't you be thrilled?!I was so curious that I spent my precious holiday salary on it.Reading the title kept my adrenaline pumping,and I wonder if things that was written in it would do the same..worth to try!

Well,of course I felt a bit challenged the moment I saw the title.It was very ironic and sarcastic.Damn..I 'm a Malay and I'd love to know whether my bangsa 'kurang fikir' or 'kurang zikir'..About like 3 weeks ahead,I've finished the book.Believe me,it's quite politic..not my thing..I'm so not into it!Why did I waste my money on this bit of knowledge again?!Guess I just can't help myself feeling anxious (a bit) and curious..
That just it,Melayu,Melayu,Melayu!yAdA..YADA..yada..
So what?After having to eat the words in the book,this is what I think I'll say:
From my point of view:At some point the author is right,and at some point I find out myself being a bit confused.Well when it comes to Malay,I can't say much because I'm a Malay too.
I don't know,having friends from different ethnics make me realize that at some things they are better.I'm not saying that the Malays are not good,nice or stuff.They are as good but really,it's just different.Haha,guess that's why hubungan etnik exist I suppose!To make us understand better.But what did I do?-Concentrating hard on those who are sleeping during lecture..haha..
Ow,this race thing use to make me feel really uncomfortable.Come on,what about my friends?They are not like what I've heard.Stereotype!Prejudice!That's it!-I'm confused..but thanks to Mr. Globalisation,things seem better,people accept each other more openly now.I'm just proud to be a Malay,a Malaysian.This is where I was born and its my identity-believe me,sustaining it is harder though..
To me,what's best is that those who are learning,trying hard to make life better and making themselves a better person everyday.They are the one who are the hope,the savior of the future!Huahua..So guys,do send your kids to school,make them fall in love with books and married knowledge..but don't make them a total nerd!!LOL
Now,there are more and more people who realized the importance of knowledge,as they go through their life,I hope that they would turn it into a tradition.But do remember,knowledge alone is just not enough,attitude matters too!Then it would be great!But whatever it is,people are people,you can't judge others just by looking at their friends,or their friends' friends..in this new era,its best if you know others yourself,not just listen to anyone or anybody..sometimes this thing seem rubbish.Hoho..or its because this type of reading materials doesn't suit me well?I dunno..I'm happy with the way my life is now,a bit mix up-thanks to the rapid-spreading globalisation but I think its ok,as long as I didn't go over the line.It'll be fine..
p/s:About the 'kurang fikir' or 'kurang zikir' thingy..I think I have too much 'fikir' in my mind that makes me kinda lack of 'zikir' lately..so,mari beramal!

So sHe Said..

I just can shake the thought that there are some girls here that are bitches than ever!
As far and as long as I can remember,I've never been in feud with anyone..let alone get myself in a stupid cat fight..how amusing if I do!!
Gosh,guess these char women never find anything that can amuse themselves better than spreading wild gossip about people..no wonder they mind never spread anywhere than their narrow,lousy brain!
I am definitely furious,each time I see their faces..god knows how I 'd love to punch them hard on the face and present them my free kick right into their big mouth..
Damn annoying..

Yup,new harsh lesson here..in reality there's too many fake,2-faced people who breathe their oxygen on earth right now..apart from breathing the same substance,they suck other people's oxygen too..causing others to drown..such a parasite!


To you guys out there,come and faced me if you are bold enough..people like you just talk at my back,but somehow it looks like some cat got your tongue when I'm there with you..so fake!What's with a cheerful,friendly smile if I know the whole thing?
Remember,you stab me at the back,others are doing the same to you..
I don't care a bit and I don't give a damn for losers like you all!!
I'm proud with what I do,mistakes I've done,and what I have in me..Can you just come forward and 'tegor' me nicely..easy right??
I just don't get it,what's in your heads??A stone?
This is again our mentality,for the sake of our own people,just get over it..for once,let me and those who were also the victims BREATHE!!

Globalisation On My Doorstep

Today in Miss Anne class I learned the word Globalisation.When she asked it's meaning I suddenly became clueless,I just happened to think that I might been able to answer that,for the fact that I always came through this word but NO!!.Numb,clueless and cold(air-cond was cold),I stared blankly at the papers that Miss Anne passed to us.Later on when we discussed,I came to realized several things..firstly,what the heck is globalisation itself??I surfed my way to wiki and here it is:

Globalization or (globalisation) is the process by which the people of the world are unified into a single society and function together.

Gosh!If the whole world is a single society,it would be dead bored.I would love it the way we are now.We have many different races,ethnics and lots and loads of different cultures.What's best is that each of them has unique features.Having to know them all is a great opportunity.But,functioning together?I like that.It sounds unified..hahaha..Going global means that you open up and when you open up,people can share.What is it?The whole thing!Economy,technology,sociocultural,politics,ideas,languages,cultures..(popular ones I mean)

This whole thing is changing every single day and it touches lots of things too.As an Asian and a Muslim,I think that once you go global,fully indulge in it,there's no turning back to your roots.Things work like that I supposed.I emphasized more on values and cultures here.Americanization is a word that tag along with globalisation.Starting from food,clothing,language,lifestyles..many of us are either fully,half, or a little bit Americanized in some ways.Do these bring more good effects or bad ones?I think they're evenly balanced..but depends though.To me,the best thing that Mr. Globalisation has brought is knowledge.It's fascinating to be able to learn.The widespread use of the internet makes it not possible to learn anything and everything!How lovely..Everything is just at the tip of your finger.Talking about values,beliefs,and cultures and how the younger generation is said not to know and appreciate their culture and heritage is another side effect.My,I'm totally not in the mood to talk about the moral breakdown of some growing kids right now,maybe some other time huh?Perhaps this time it's only to tickle my brain to think more on this and drag me closer to issues that are happening.Lots of things are coming up when globalisation takes place.It's up to us whether we care to see and take notice or just leave it..While other human beings are suffering at the other side of the world,we are jumping like mad with joy,eating McD,wear good clothes,learn in decent schools,having the pleasure in our own little world..I pity myself for that.How selfish I could be in 20 years of living??I just realized..The heck my brains is doing all this years?Tersumbat or berkarat?Which one suits me best? Pity or pathetic?Where is my kemanusiaan feeling?Ooh..gosh..(I suddenly sang Realize by Colbie Caillat)Haha..

ParLo ItaliaNo!

Ciao!
I have no choice this semester..among all those that are offered I preferred Italian more.Russia?It's a no no..Those korean,chinese,japanese would make me spent more time remembering and writing them.Those would be at the bottom of my list.Well,since I have nothing interesting to talk about,let me just briefly tell about my Italian professoressa..Her name is Dr. Cinzia Giordanelli,age,em..I dunno..around 50 or so,I think..o0o and her children can speak like 4 languages..my,I envy her daughter and son..anyway the class went on well and still I enjoy the lessons..she's speedy,I really need to catch up!She's such adorable! :X
A presto!

Like Spring..

You know, winter will come to an end
it will go away just as it arrived

melting the pain like snow in the sun

and the wounds you have
they will heal sooner or later
the down comes after the night
yes it does because

come back to a more peaceful life
that flourishes again like spring
life shouts at the top of its lungs
inside of you

even you will find again
the strength you have not anymore
and the will to live that is not in you now
it will come back again

come back to a more peaceful life
that flourishes again like spring
life shouts at the top of its lungs
inside of you

life shouts at the top of its lungs
inside of you like spring

Come Primavera- Il Divo