I forgot that
sometimes when we feel that live is at its best,we never have this second thought that actually it's at its worst.
and...
We only see things that we want and just simply ignore the truth,no,we put it aside,thinking it'll be just for a moment.But then, we forgot all about it that eventually it will show itself in a surprising manner that we ourselves would never guess.Then come the most interesting part,where we struggle with all those disappointing moments.it's either we upset others or others hurt us or both.
It eats us up inside.
I forgot that
we tend to hurt those who we love and care for easily.
when we have choices,we choose to make ourselves happy and may let others in misery.
when we're too close with a person that we really care about,we will let them down in some ways.
we can't give ourselves too much to those we love,because one day they'll leave,and when that happen,we'll be lost.
Always,I reminded myself that thinking too much would sometimes lead a person to live in theories of ideas despite being practical in what they are doing.They might not even 'taste' life but sadly they thought they were.
Can a person possibly feel disappointed for disappointing other person?
For many reasons I'm officially feeling a bit down~
Jan 25, 2010
Jan 24, 2010
Waiting for Bed
Scrutinizing on pages of unfinished assignments, my head nod unwillingly as my brain started to become cloudier, heavier- sigh, the journey to the Land of Nod would soon begin..I heard myself murmured.
“Guess this has to be done tomorrow. First thing in the morning after breakfast.”
Well, apparently that’s what I think I promised myself before I found myself sleeping soundly the very next morning. I've missed a few hours already!! Oh,sleeping got to stop..Being quite a laid-back would sometimes forced me to be such a dreadful procrastinator. Just hate it when it strikes. It made me feel I’m such a L-O-S-E-R.
So, I’m on this effort of trying my best to get a ‘cosi-cosi ‘ sleeping time than getting more than I should. Of course, I managed to cut down my evening nap thinking that it would be best if I have a really good night sleep. As far as my alarm concerned, I’m more to an early riser than a nocturnal creep now. I did got off the track sometimes, but things are manageable, for now. *smile*
P/s: I better get some sleep now..or I’ll be in a mess tomorrow!Ciao!
Big day ahead!Sleep,sleep.
“Guess this has to be done tomorrow. First thing in the morning after breakfast.”
Well, apparently that’s what I think I promised myself before I found myself sleeping soundly the very next morning. I've missed a few hours already!! Oh,sleeping got to stop..Being quite a laid-back would sometimes forced me to be such a dreadful procrastinator. Just hate it when it strikes. It made me feel I’m such a L-O-S-E-R.
So, I’m on this effort of trying my best to get a ‘cosi-cosi ‘ sleeping time than getting more than I should. Of course, I managed to cut down my evening nap thinking that it would be best if I have a really good night sleep. As far as my alarm concerned, I’m more to an early riser than a nocturnal creep now. I did got off the track sometimes, but things are manageable, for now. *smile*
P/s: I better get some sleep now..or I’ll be in a mess tomorrow!Ciao!
Big day ahead!Sleep,sleep.
Jan 19, 2010
C'est La Vie
New semester has started for almost a month now. I don't have the chance to scribble anything during the last few weeks. Plus, it's new year!2010..Flabbergasted to find out that I'm not that thrilled in welcoming this whole new year thing, I did had a memorable night celebrating new year eve though, I was in Malacca-high up in the night sky, when the clock strike 12. There were fireworks here and there and that’s it. As is the custom, at this point most would likely to have their new year resolutions list ready I supposed. I used to be one of those who enthusiastically wrote down a whole list of things to do for the start of the year. It would went like “My (what year) List”..and so on.
This time I decided to do the other way round. No list, no resolutions, no ‘azam baru’ or whatsoever..nothing. Sometimes, trying to change what you think is bad might be worse. There’s nothing wrong with having a ‘new year to-do-list’ or sort. It’s just that at some point in life, people will change, and that has nothing to do with new year. You don’t have to wait for a brand new year to make a brand new vows in order to be better right? When the time is right, without us realizing, somehow we’re changing..a little at a time. So, maybe if I just move along with the flow, there will be more unexpected things to be uncover.
Enough crap people! :P
Anyway, this semester demands all the energy I’ve got. Practically I’m not that busy, but trying my best to be so. No doubt it’s exhausting but I cherished every moment I could. Never been able to make time for swimming the last 2 semesters make me even more determined to do so now.OMG! I bet cuttlefish performs breaststroke better than I do. Then, for my co-cu subject, I happened to register for the classical Indian dance which would be performing the ‘Laila Majnu’ dance-drama this semester along with one of my favourite song-‘Aaja Nachle’. I do feel lucky! XD Besides having this basketball practice, I got myself into choir too. It’s funny to suddenly to be among Sopranos as I used to be in Altos. So, even voice change?? Most of the subjects for this short semester are pretty challenging and interesting too =^^= I really hope I’ll do my best!
As far as I can tell, everything is running smoothly and fine. Apart from watching, reading and hearing all those perfect storm happening in Malaysia right now, I feel blessed enough to be given the chance to live my life well. It’s heart-breaking to learn others’ miseries, let alone knowing their loved ones are gone forever.
This time I decided to do the other way round. No list, no resolutions, no ‘azam baru’ or whatsoever..nothing. Sometimes, trying to change what you think is bad might be worse. There’s nothing wrong with having a ‘new year to-do-list’ or sort. It’s just that at some point in life, people will change, and that has nothing to do with new year. You don’t have to wait for a brand new year to make a brand new vows in order to be better right? When the time is right, without us realizing, somehow we’re changing..a little at a time. So, maybe if I just move along with the flow, there will be more unexpected things to be uncover.
Enough crap people! :P
Anyway, this semester demands all the energy I’ve got. Practically I’m not that busy, but trying my best to be so. No doubt it’s exhausting but I cherished every moment I could. Never been able to make time for swimming the last 2 semesters make me even more determined to do so now.OMG! I bet cuttlefish performs breaststroke better than I do. Then, for my co-cu subject, I happened to register for the classical Indian dance which would be performing the ‘Laila Majnu’ dance-drama this semester along with one of my favourite song-‘Aaja Nachle’. I do feel lucky! XD Besides having this basketball practice, I got myself into choir too. It’s funny to suddenly to be among Sopranos as I used to be in Altos. So, even voice change?? Most of the subjects for this short semester are pretty challenging and interesting too =^^= I really hope I’ll do my best!
As far as I can tell, everything is running smoothly and fine. Apart from watching, reading and hearing all those perfect storm happening in Malaysia right now, I feel blessed enough to be given the chance to live my life well. It’s heart-breaking to learn others’ miseries, let alone knowing their loved ones are gone forever.
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