I've made it to the end of this freaking challenging breaking-my-nerves semester..Now,able to take a really deep breath..
I wonder what might happen next..
Will there be something more for me?Even for the next few coming hours,I keep pondering what I might do.It's just exciting to think of things and stuff you can do during this break.I have a lot in mind..
The first thing is to get over this Feseni stuff first,of course I'll put my whole heart in it,but it's the matter of time now.In four days,even passion can't save you from being imperfect.Deal with it!Next would be those free time you have at home sweet home and spending those quality times with your family.A splendid,lovely days..One thing that keeps making me inexplicably excited is the coming visit that me and my mom are going to do later on.Tracing the roots of our family;learning about my great,great,great,great ancestors.I just couldn't wait to discover if there's really a royal blood somewhere in me.I'm really going to get my hand on this,it's now or never.My only grandfather now is the sole key to unravel the stories from the past.
Then I'm going to Penang,(maybe) to find the missing book which my dad's father kept long ago..it contains the family tree of our descendant..from the first generation (maybe) till my dad's..all the way from Gujerat,India..that's what mum told me..Gosh I couldn't imagine if I ever have connection with someone from India..Dr. Amitav?LOL..No,he's my lecturer from Hyderabad,India.When I've gotten the complete story,I'm thinking of coming up with a book compiling all of them.At least,it's the best I could do to preserve the history.I just can't wait!!!
My brain keeps reminding me that this might not be an easy work.I never know my great grandfather or grandmother,barely recognize all my relatives;apart from knowing they have something to do with my family big family and that's it.Whatever happen next would be quite a mystery to me.Maybe bringing those old photo albums would help a little and doing some research would do the trick.Rather than sitting there and listen,and you merely know nothing.Helpless.
Imagining me doing all these seems almost utterly impracticable.We don't have the time to waiting.Waiting will only gives you heart-ache and dust.I hope I'll succeed in this small mission.It means the world to me if I do.
4 comments:
OMG =P You relating yourself with Dr. Amitav? God bless you =p He is cool though =p Say HI to your ancestors on my behalf, lol
"Even passion can't save us from being imperfect eh?" T_T I'll be so screw up during FESENI meeting =p BLESS ME =P
Anyhow, wish you an early happy holiday first, lol. Sing my angel!!!
hei there,
i'm syaheerah's friend, she suggested this blog to me, it's amazing, i like your thoughts+language. hope you don't mind if i follow your blog.haha.
zaim
Saby:I'll sing my tongue out :P
We'll do the best,don't worry..
Mr.Zaim:Geez,*blush* it's rather flattering..haha,anyway thanks,really appreciate it~Help yourself though..and syera,thanks?:P
Lookie what I found.
Tracing back your roots would be fun and in a way adventurous.
My mother's side traced back their roots and guess what?
I have the royal blood of Perak in me and according to tradition, my name is supposed to have Wan. My mom ended up having a Putri and my grandmother had a Raja in her name. They have to do some oath-taking ceremony to induct and register the names and all.
I refused to take up the title, it just feels wrong to have it.
A new-found relative of my grandmother had this ancient scroll of sorts that traced the lineage all the way to the first Sultan Perak.
If you are connected to a royal family, I suggest going to uhh, something like the Sultan's office. They keep track of lineage there.
That's how my Mom found out.
Hope you have fun with your adventure!
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