Between the Rush

It has been quite some time since I last wrote.Schedule is more hectic now,tons of assignment waiting to be worked on.The desire to push a pencil and produce something definitely drained my human brain-it's not that I've been creating a deadly storm purposely inside my head or cast a spell of typhoons that would ripped it apart
but merely lack of thinking process that is critical enough to reawaken and rejuvenate the ultimate gift that God has bestow upon us.

So now,with a spoonful sense of guilt,and a pinch of unrelenting grim determination,I'm pushing myself to answer the calling of wisdom-sound pretty gibberish eh?But deep down I still want to admit it,badly,that it's true.
Apart from this,many unwanted 'tragic moments' happened recently which altered me into a more conscious person about those who are around me-those whom I care a lot about their being.There are some do's and don'ts that I practically learned what to do and what not next time.Fully regretting them and not being so at the same time,I acknowledged the fact that time will fix things along the way,and gradually let myself came to a halt-it's like waking up from a really sad dream and getting on with your day cheerfully,positively.I know that I'm looking for something more in life and what matter most now is how to get that something more.This time I tell myself that I'm going to do it right.But,(there's always a but)how RIGHT I'm going to do it,and whether I'm heading for the RIGHT choice,again time will tell,but really it'll be too late then.I hope I'll find my way soon enough.

(^^)